He Loved Us That Much

What does it mean to you that Jesus knew all that He’d suffer and went through it anyway


31 And taking the twelve, he said to them, “See, we are going up to Jerusalem, and everything that is written about the Son of Man by the prophets will be accomplished. 32 For he will be delivered over to the Gentiles and will be mocked and shamefully treated and spit upon. 33 And after flogging him, they will kill him, and on the third day he will rise.” 34 But they understood none of these things. This saying was hidden from them, and they did not grasp what was said.

Luke 18:31-34

The King of Heaven and earth left His throne, stooped down and reached out for us. He knew there is no other way.

The Father so loved men that He gave  His only Son. The most precious and beautiful in His eyes. His beloved, His joy, His wisdom, His begotten. The most important, the most valuable treasure. The Father selflessly offered His grace.


And the Son, loved the earth he created as much as His Father did. He, most willingly, with no hesitation dove into the punishment, judgment and wrath that could have been ours. He received unto Himself without complaining our curse and our death.

He could say no, He could save Himself from all of it, but He didn’t. Because He wants us to be with Him and have the possessions and riches of Heaven that was originally given by God to us that was stolen by death.


So He was willing to die to give us life because He is life. He raised Himself from the grave by the power of the Holy Spirit and according to the will of the Father.

From then on, human life can thrive according to the riches of His finished work. We are now the righteousness of God in Christ.

Amen and amen!

Why are you fasting?


Why are you in fasting? What are you praying for?

Are you fasting because you know that it’s your duty?

Are you fasting just because you want to receive your miracle?

Are you fasting just because you want answers to your prayers?

What are you doing during the time you should be fasting?

What are you reading during your fasting?

Who are you talking to during your time of fasting?

What are you writing about?

Are you learning something?

What are you learning?

Who is teaching you?

What is on your mind during your time of fasting?

What do you feel during fasting?

What are you feeling during and after fasting?

What do you seek?

Who do you seek?

Now when Jesus was at Bethany in the house of Simon the leper,[a] a woman came up to him with an alabaster flask of very expensive ointment, and she poured it on his head as he reclined at table. And when the disciples saw it, they were indignant, saying, “Why this waste? For this could have been sold for a large sum and given to the poor.” 10 But Jesus, aware of this, said to them, “Why do you trouble the woman? For she has done a beautiful thing to me. 11 For you always have the poor with you, but you will not always have me. 12 In pouring this ointment on my body, she has done it to prepare me for burial. 13 Truly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will also be told in memory of her.”

Matthew 26:6-13

What are you willing to sacrifice for Me?

Are you willing to sacrifice for Me?

Are you ready to leave everything for Me? Who you were? Everything that made you, you?

So that I can make a new you that is made in My own image and is washed by My blood?

Are you willing to die now so that I could live in you?

Are you ready to let go of your life so that I could hold your heart, consume your mind, and burn holy fire in your Spirit?

8th of Sivan, 5775

26 May 2015

What was it like to live apart from God? What was it like not to receive a Word from God? What was it like to choose not to heed His will for your life? What was it like to choose not to listen closely to what He is telling us?


It was all messed up. I become such a huge failure. I was irresponsible. I was disrespectful. I was loud, really loud. My mind is constantly bombarded by unclean thoughts. It was insane! My spirit was uneasy. I feel like I am looking for something but can’t seem to find it. I tried to find the solutions to my problems online, tried to use mobile applications to manage my resources but nothing worked. I tried to find it in social media but it wasn’t there. I tried to find approval of the people around me but it wasn’t enough, I wasn’t enough. I heard His voice telling me that He and I should talk but I ignored it, telling Him that I am okay, that nothing is wrong and that I got everything under control. I still go on with my own way. I even told God that I know He’ll be there no matter what, that He will still bless me and my plans anyway. I prayed, but it was a very self-centered prayer. Since then, I could not hear Him anymore. I knew I was doing something wrong, something that is not pleasing to Him. But I was stubborn.

I did not know that I was stubborn, or at least I deny it. Every now and then I pray and my soul was crying out to God, “Lord, why are you so silent? What is it I’m doing that is not pleasing You? Please tell me! I want to hear You! What am I doing wrong? Why is everything falling apart?” Still I do not receive any answer, and I became more stubborn. Yes, I did pray but I was not humbling myself. I was demanding Him to answer.

Then one day, my friend told me that we should be constantly reading the Word, that is one powerful way that God speaks to us. That’s it! READ THE BIBLE! I have completely forgotten about the Bible! What a hypocrite! I call myself a Christian but I have forgotten about the Bible?!

I opened the Bible today then God finally answered all my self-centered and demanding prayers by reminding me how to pray to Him;

9 How can young people keep their lives pure? By obeying Your commands.

10 With all my heart I try to serve you: keep me from disobeying Your commandments.

11 I keep Your law in my heart, so that I will not sin against You. “

Psalm 119:9-11 (GNTD)

Remember that life is all about Him not us, that our lives should always point to nothing else but Him. Him, who is our Creator, the Author of life itself, the First and the Last, the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End, the One who was, who is and is to come, the Almighty. HALLELUJAH! PRAISE BE TO GOD!

Living apart from God is exhausting. We carry everything in our shoulders, thinking that we are great and that we can do everything without His help. But seriously, that is the biggest lie we could ever tell ourselves. We will just find ourselves justifying everything that we do is correct and righteous only to wake up one day realizing that nothing is okay. But the Good News is, we have a Helper!

We don’t have to worry, to fear or to suffer anything. We don’t have to fight for the fight has already been won 2,000 years ago! All we need to do is to surrender everything at the foot of His Cross, trust in Him. Everything that we need will be provided by God Himself! We just need to do our best and offer it to Him.  Everything that we need will come our way In His time, remember His timing is always perfect, that is one trait of God that makes Him so awesome! Every now and then we’ll receive a special delivery of gift from Him! We might think that we don’t need the gift but when we received it we’ll realize that that is what we needed the most.

Always remember that all things work together for the good of all those who love Him. Many people don’t understand it, especially for the non-believers. It’s very hard to explain to them because they don’t believe in God. So do not try to explain it to them because they will not believe you either. Just show them. Show them that you have faith, show them how strong your faith is, show them that You love Jesus, show them through the way you live your life, and eventually they’ll notice how everything in your life is falling into place effortlessly. Then when they asked you how that is possible, always point them to Jesus. 😉

So from this day forward, I choose to live for His name. I choose to walk with Him, to hold His hand tighter than I did before, to listen to the One who knows it all. I choose to surrender everything to Jesus, to trust Him in every season of my life.

For He, who is in Heaven, is the only way. Any other way or path leads to destruction. He is the only truth in this deceitful world. He is the only life to this dying world.


1st of Iyyar, 5775

Psalm 107:27

They reeled staggered like drunkards; they were at their wits’ end.

People today are seemingly at their wits’ end. Making decisions out of their fleshly desires not merely thinking about what will be the outcome. They say what they want. They do what they want without turning to their Creator and remembering what He said and teaches.

They do not want to turn to Him because they do not want Him. They want Him out of the picture so they could do what they pleases. They think His ways are rules to hinder them of what they think is fun. But they still want their lives to be full of blessings. They want the blessings without the Blesser.

They don’t know that their decisions are leading them to their own destruction. People are lost. They strayed away from their God. They have stopped listening to Him. They are ignoring Him. They listen to what the world is telling them instead of listening to their Creator, the One who is good. They already gave themselves to the world.

The world belongs to the enemy. satan controls much of this world. People now belonged to the world and they don’t even know about it. They don’t even know they have been following the wrong voice. They follow wolves in sheep’s clothing. They are convinced by the enemy’s deceit. Telling them, “Do what you want. Nobody can stop you from having fun. Love yourself, so go out and sleep with anybody you want. Go and acquire all the riches and fame because you deserve it, because you are so great. You deserve all the attention, riches and honor.”

People fall for it because it tickles to their ears, it sounds so sweet because it’s all about them. People have become self-centered. People are so indulged with satan’s lies they forget about God. They read self-help books from worldly authors, horoscopes, they turn to oracles, magic, tarot cards, to tell them of their future, yoga and all the new age stuff. They forgot that God has a plan for them. They trust in the world’s power but do not trust in God. They asked and turned to worldly beings but never turned to God.

People do not understand what they’re doing. They focus so much on life here on earth that they do not even think about their lives in eternity. Life is like a dress-rehearsal for what’s coming next. Life here on earth is a chance for us to prepare for our life in eternity. We need to do and choose what is right and is pleasing to God. So that when we close our eyes at the end of our life here on earth and open them in eternity we shall behold the face of God.

Titus 2:11-12

For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men. Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously and godly in this world.

The children of God must understand that His ways and commands are given not to stop us from having fun but they are given to protect us from the things that we cannot see. We can only be protected if we choose to obey Him. God is helping us through this spiritual warfare through His commands because He knows that we cannot fight alone. He provided us a full armor, we need to put it on and never to put it off

The Girdle of Truth, the Breastplate of Righteousness and of Love, the Sandals of the Gospel of Peace and the Helmet of Salvation. We must take up the Shield of our Faith against all the fiery darts of the enemy, take in our hands the Sword of the Spirit, the Word of God, which is sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, discerning between the thoughts of the mind and intents of the heart.

We need to put this full armor on for we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

In order to detect the presence of the enemy trying to attack us, we need to develop our relationship with Christ with intimacy by standing grounded with the Word and our daily prayer. We must acknowledge God in everything that we do. Pray without ceasing, so we may never leave God’s side. We’ll know what to do, we’ll never get lost. We may think that we got lost but God will never let us go. Since we already put on His armor, we already chose Him, He’ll. He’ll always pull us back.

God loves us so much. He wills to bring His children home with Him for all eternity but we need to choose Him, while we still can. This chance won’t last forever. Our time is almost over. He’s coming to take His children very soon. He wants us to choose Him over anything. H’s knocking at our hearts, He wants to live in us. We must not ignore Him. We need to let Him and be our God. He can make things right.

If only we would receive His free gift of salvation. He’ll make everything in us clean, spotless, and blameless. He’s the Alpha and the Omega. The First and the Last. The Beginning and the End. He can make all things new.

The Aftermath. Part 4.

The Aftermath. Part 1.

The Aftermath. Part 2.

The Aftermath. Part 3.

JANUARY 3, 2015

My dream from December resumed, I finally arriving to our village. At the end of the street where my home is, there was an empty lot and it is rumored that it is where some ill-minded burglar go through. So the home-owners officers in our village decided a few years ago to build a wall on that lot.

In the dream, I was standing at the corner of our street, I gladly realized that most of my neighbors are still safe in their homes. Then suddenly I saw many armed men coming from the walled empty lot. I recognized them as the ISIS because they were dressed in all black covering their faces and they carry big guns. They barged in to my neighbors houses dragging them out! My neighbors started screaming! Then I saw one man charging through our house!

The scene changed. And I was inside my house and that one man is already dragging me out of our living room by my arms! I screamed! I struggled to get out from his grasp!

The scene changed again. I was sitting at a bench with my hands tied behind my back. I looked around and saw many other women with their hands tied too. We were in what seems to be a marketplace and surrounded by men in all black with big guns. Then one of them came to us carrying a black sports black backpack and started to give instructions. The man sounded like he was English.

He told us that we were to sell stuff. He said that we will have a bigger share of the money we made from selling if we earned more than the quota. Then the man pulled something from the backpack. He took out an owl statue made of pure gold about 22-inch high.

The man told us that to be able to sell more and earn more, we will have to bow down and worship the golden owl statue.

Then I woke up! I was thinking, what was that owl mean. I know, they’re telling us to worship an idol. But in history most of the idol statues that was worshiped have names and they represent something. So I wondered who that owl was. So I prayed and asked the Lord.

“Father, here I am asking the same question again. Is this from You? I’m getting alarmed now, that maybe this is not from You, that maybe those this dreams are just my imagination. What does that owl mean? Who is that owl? I’m lost. I beg You, please show me something that will convince me that they are really from You.”

JANUARY 4, 2015

After breakfast, I and my mom stumbled upon a video on Youtube about the occults of world leaders and the highest ranking people in the society, the elites.


The Bohemian Grove. It is a place in California where the elites attend a retreat every summer where they conduct rituals. As we watch the video, lo and behold! There was a giant owl where they make human sacrifices to, Molech.

In the Bible, Molech was an idol god whom the people give their children to be sacrificed. They would give their children in the burning furnace. Molech is the image of the devil himself.

The man, who told us to worship the golden owl statue, is telling us to worship the image of the beast, so that we may have a portion of the money, so that we could do business.

Revelation 13:14-15 King James Version (KJV)

14 And deceiveth them that dwell on the earth by the means of those miracles which he had power to do in the sight of the beast; saying to them that dwell on the earth, that they should make an image to the beast, which had the wound by a sword, and did live.

15 And he had power to give life unto the image of the beast, that the image of the beast should both speak, and cause that as many as would not worship the image of the beast should be killed.


Through that video alone, God has once again answered all of my questions. All of those dreams are from Him. He has confirmed all the things I saw. He confirmed that there will be a great war against the saints of the Most High, that they will be taken from their houses and forced to worship the beast. He has given these dreams to report and to warn you of the things to come!

The Aftermath. Part 3.

The Aftermath. Part 1.

The Aftermath. Part 2.

JANUARY 1, 2015

We finally went to church on the very first day of the year. It was awesome! I bonded with my aunt, uncle and cousins in father’s side. After the mass, we ate a whole bunch of food. Again. He he. After we ate, I was sleepy again. HAHA! This time I already know that I don’t just feel sleepy, I hear God calling me again. Telling me that there is something He’s going to show me. So I went to sleep immediately.

Again, I thought the previous dream couldn’t get any worse. This dream I had was that I was lying on the street. I don’t know why but I was there lying, I couldn’t move. I hear gun shots, and people screaming! It was chaos! I thought maybe I was wounded but it didn’t matter. What I was concerned about was the woman lying half a feet across from me to my right side but I can’t see her face. A tall man in all black, an ISIS, is standing with his back towards me dragging the woman by her right arm. She was pleading for her life then the man raise his right arm, I looked to see that he was holding a huge sword similar to the image below. Then the man struck the woman with his sword, she screamed and she bled! He struck her again!

Then the scene changed. This time I was the woman being struck by this vicious man! Suddenly I felt stings on the left side of my body, arm, waist and leg. My body was soaked with my own blood, I was weak. He hit me again and again and again!


Then I woke up. I thought it was real. I felt the stings on my arm and leg even when I’m already awake. My knees shook for fear. I prayed to God.

“God, I am afraid. Are these dreams really from You? I know You speak to us through visions and dreams, they said that to know if they were from You, we wouldn’t be scared of it. But God, I am afraid. I was wondering if they were really from You. I am completely humbled and honored that You have chosen me to show the things that is to come. I embrace it, I acknowledge it as a gift from You. Thank You.

But I am scared, Lord. I don’t want to sound like I’m complaining, but Lord, You know that I’m scared of pointed things. You know that I am scared of syringe let alone a huge blade. You know that I am afraid of blood. Is it really from You?”

JANUARY 2, 2015

God has heard my prayer. I did not receive any vision or dream on the second day of the year. He gave me a day to take in all of the dreams, to understand it in a deeper meaning. I realized that my faith is not yet deeply rooted in Him because I feared death. I feared the blade and the blood. I feared the stings and cuts on my flesh. I feared that I’m going to die because of my faith in Jesus Christ.

The Lord told me that I shouldn’t be afraid of death. He suffered the worst possible death. He died on the cross carrying on His shoulders all the sins and iniquities of this world and on the third break of dawn He rose from again! Death, hell and the grave has been defeated! Making the enemies subject to him, trodden under His feet and bringing all victory and salvation to all men! HALLELUJAH! There is nothing to be afraid of!

He clearly stated that in the last days, all those who believe in Him will be hated and be handed over to be persecuted. There will be signs in the sun and the moon and the stars. Wars and rumors of wars, famines and pestilences. All these must come to pass first before the great and terrible Day of the Lord.

We are children of God. These tribulations have already begun in almost 80% of His church. Many believers have been brutally killed. For us remaining 20%, we must stand strong in our faith in Jesus, endure all these things that will come to pass that we may stand before His Throne as a blameless and spotless bride.

JANUARY 3, 2015

The Aftermath. Part 4.

The Aftermath. Part 2.

In case you haven’t read the first part, here is the link:

The Aftermath. Part 1. 😀

DECEMBER 26 – 31, 2014

For the next days, the Lord significantly showed me the aftermath of the war. The Lord has shown me flashes of pictures of many different ruined towns and cities, there were also times that I am walking through these towns and I can hear the Lord telling me to go to some places to show me something more. Oh and by the way, the Lord is showing me these things whenever I sleep.

I saw was flashes of pictures of unfamiliar towns that are empty. It seemed like the towns were abandoned or there were no more souls living in there. I knew because you know, sometimes your soul can sense other souls present in the area that you can interact with. But with this particular area, my soul felt lonely and heavy… Very heavy. My soul was mourning. My soul knew that there were no other souls to interact with in these towns.

The intensity of the scenes in the dreams progressed every day. It progressed in a way that every day the dreams were getting worse and bloodier. I saw a number of towns with pillars of smoke and destroyed buildings, as if a missile just dropped there. I walk through the streets, there were blood everywhere, pools of it, dead people lying on the streets, on their homes, on their cars. They were barely unrecognizable, some of their body parts torn and scattered bloody on the streets! OH! IT WAS HORRIFYING!


Just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse, on December 30 – 31 the dreams progressed again with the same bloody scenes but this time the towns were familiar to me, it was where I grew up. It was where I go to school, the malls, and the town markets, the familiar faces of market vendors, the villages and the villagers. It was heartbreaking!

Here in the Philippines we have expressways from Manila to nearby provinces and it is crowded with columns of busy cars going to and from Manila. On December 31, I dreamt of the expressway exit called Susana Heights Exit to our town, San Pedro in the province of Laguna. Presently, there is a big billboard after the tollgate and a bridge to get to the town proper, the town streets are very busy and filled with noisy honking jeepneys, resting pedicab and tricycle drivers, jaywalkers, people going to grocery stores, street vendor and the village streets filled with families bonding, neighbors having a good laugh and drinking sessions, mothers having their afternoon chitchat, young adults playing basketball, children playing tag.


In the dream, the billboard in Susana Heights exit was taken down, torn and scattered on the street. I walked for a while then I get to the bridge and looked over it. The expressway was very quiet and steady. The cars were either crashed on each other or they were thrown out of line. I walked further, trying to get home in Binan City by foot.

On that dream, while I was trying to get home those streets were very quiet. They were still filled with people though, but they were breathless.

JANUARY 1, 2015

The Aftermath. Part 3.

The Aftermath. Part 4.